Touch or sad story?

I am a student nurse..i would like 2 share a story here...
A young guy was ammitted 2 my hospital here because of having great injury on his right hand n oso right leg...
b4 tis he was ammitted to 2 different hospitals...
but doctors there not realize tat 4 fingers of his right hand were break up dy.
when he 3rd times ammitted 2 my hospital now,de surgeons here try hard 2 connected back his fingers.
i still remember de surgeons said they took 21hours to save his 4 fingers,but finally oso failed.
Tat guy totally not my patient,but i noe him while i was following de doctors's round.
Coz oredi no blood circulation on de 4 of de fingers,de doctors adviced him 2 cut off tat fingers.
if not ,he will getting infection.
oh my god,if cutting off 4 of de fingers,means tat juz left one thumb on his right hand only!
he cant receive de truth...
i feel sad when i noe his story...
i try 2 get him n talk 2 him.
n he seems like me,talk a lot with me...
finally he made a decision...cutting off de useless fingers...
so sad...
he ask me..wat should he do after tis..
he cant work anymore..n he still young..
i speechless.
de operation done two days ago..
i still remember de staff frm operation room called at 2pm.
i ask de permissions frm staff nurse incharge who r take care of him 2 send him 2 operation room.
outside de operation room,while wearing him operation cap,i ask him..
afraid o not?
he answer me with smile...
no...
y?
coz i noe u r beside me....
...........
wait me back ya....
......ok.....gud luck....
then i go back....
i feel sad..n oso touch...
i really dun understand,how cum a person who r going 2 lose his fingers still can smile....
i think i learn a lot from him...
but i scared 2 think about his future after he step out from de operation room...like now...