Wednesday, January 5, 2011

POST MORTEM

This was my last sem in nursing sku...
even de subjects 4 tis final sem were quite tough,but i din reali concentrate on it,like previous.
i oso wonder how i can get dean list twice,since i 'm totally not a hardworking gal.For those who reali hardworking,but cant scored well sure will hate me rite.
wat will they said?
"walao,tis gal study at last minute,hence hanging out during study week oso can scored well in exam ah?! God reali no eyes la..."
i wonder they will said like tat deep inside their heart...
Nothing i scared in previous posting...but nw i start 2 worried dy..
Post mortem....u reali scared me u noe..><""""
even saw the pic,i felt nausea n dizziness dy...
then how can i stand steadily n watch the post mortem in front of my eyes!!!!
I think i will faint on tat time....
Can u imagine one day u will b same like them,lying on de cold theater n jz let de forensic 2 cut here n there...remove all de organs inside....><'''''
I noe i hav 60% which one day i will bcum like tat........................................................
tats y i scared so much........................................
but de decisions already made...nothing 2 regret nw...
Jz RIP......